*没心情啊没心情*

这次我惨了。。。

面对着看似了解可是却不很了解地东东。。

一堆密密麻麻的字让我止步不想继续读下去。。。

开学第一个星期会有见面。。

本来打算去邻国走走。。

看来连和dear看戏的机会不知道有没有。。

啊~啊~

上个月的28号到今天8号，11天。。

3天去金马伦，1天去唱k, 2天去书展，1天发烧，今天开始认真地读，1天和姐姐出门，

还有2天。。呵呵~发梦。。

明天和朋友约好聚会，后天就要回去了。。

加油加油。。。^_^

*Crazy day*

I planned to sing karaoke yesterday but after I reserved the room

I caught fever at the midnight ..

I thought my plan has been spoilt but I still carry on my plan today

after I getting better even sore throat came after fever...@.@

Singing karaoke alone is quite nice but feel lonely also..>,<

I still love to go with friends ...^_^

I took this chance to sing some of my dear's favourite songs and recorded it..

haha.. He is the one who said I sing well even I am not..>,<

This morning I went market with my sis and mum..

I bought 2 aunty short pants for myself ...

After finished my karaoke session, I bought another 2 pants also..hehe..^_^

Eventually I bought the bus ticket back to utm..

A bit depressed because going to leave my sweet home..

A bit excited because I am looking forward to my new and challenging final year in utm...

Anyway, this will be my last studying life so I MUST appreciate much much much before

eveything become memory to me..^_^

Now, I am suffering because I lost my voice...

Hopefully I am getting better before I back to utm...

After this few months I am thinking to appreciate my body more

by reducing oily, spicy and sour food ...

*Cameron Highland' 2011*

I seldom have chance to have slower pace and relaxing trip

because mostly I need to rush to visit the tourist attractions...

but after few time been to cameron, this time is the most relaxing 3D 2N trip..

However, I will be back with my lovely DSLR...=P

Greenhill resort..

suitable for those want to cook themselves ..^_^

in the afternoon...

Good morning cameron..^_^

strawberry and pineapple tart..^_^

I seldom find this kind of corn where the flesh is light yellow..

view from temple...

Love it..

chocolate banana from strawberry moments...

black forest from strawberry moments...

Nepenthes mirabilis / Common Swamp Pitcher-Plant,

first time looked at it closely and felt like want to put my hand and see what will happen..

I should try this vegetable next time ..^_^

The place I will not recommend to everyone ...

geli sweet porridge..T_T

Living in cameron highland really relax and you will

feel happy when you see all the flowers along the road..

like it..

hibiscus..

nation flower..>,<

Actually it is quite worth it to propose in cameron because

20 roses only 5 bucks..>,<

999 roses only cost rm249.75 + diamond ring...nice ..

wakakakaka...>,<

cute little strawberry soft toy..^_^

Actually before we went back to kl we stopped in ipoh and

ate famous food there- 安记芽菜鸡沙河粉。。。

all the workers there included the boss also in rude manner..

especially the guy wearing black frame spectacle...

@.@

lou wong better ..yeah ..^_^

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*Bookfest 2011*

I went to bookfest in KLCC concention centre last sunday.

I dont know when I started to be so eager and excited to go to book fest, but I think this is a good habit..=P

But too bad I do not have time to go booth by booth because too crowded

and actually I really hate crowded place.

I told my friend I hope one day I become the VVIP and I am the only one who visit all the booths

without other people bothering me..

Then, my friend pushed my head and woke me up..

Come on, I have right to have day dream ..>,<

I only managed to buy 3 books..

travel guide in taipei, book about marriage & relationship and love story book.

What I bought in the bookfest..

I need to buy whole set of stationeries because my niece lost it.

@.@

I am planning to go one more time before the bookfest ended this sunday.

*Marriage*

After I knew my fyp topic, I started to search for the details and gone through it.

Everything is printed out but I do not have mood to read it..

I tried to understand it but it really make me fell alseep..

Aikss~

However, I do have mood to read the book entitled the life of woman is all about marriage

that I bought few days ago in bookfest.

Initially I was being attracted by the pink title...

then after I read through the review at the back of the book, I decided to own one.

I started my second relationship 7 months ago, to be frank my first experience really made

me feel scared until now..

Sometimes when I think about it, I will feel : what the heck I was doing that time ? @.@

But the experience made me learnt a lot of things.

I really appreciate what I am having right now.

It is not easy to maintain one relationship.

This book taught us how to look for Mr Right, what criteria to be a mr right.

Everything about marriage.

What the good thing on this book is the author shared the real story

of the clients who consulted him when they were having problem in marriage or relationship.

then, he will write his own opinion on it.

Marriage is not as easy as I think.

I recalled few years back I always dream to find my Mr Right and get married.

Nice & romantic wedding photo shooting, the ceremony where the bridegroom come and

fetch bride back to his house, having dinner in restaurant with all invited relatives and friends,

honeymoon trip...

Everything seems perfect and nice..

Nevertheless, as the time goes by and I experienced many things.

I started to feel it is tougher to have such perfect marriage..

Behind all the scenes, there are a lots of problem or obstacle.

We need to be prepared not only physically but mentality for marriage.

I plan to write summary on the book soon...^_^

*幸福不是必然*

不知从何时开始，我喜欢在部落格“混”了。。

喜欢看别人的内心世界，喜欢他们分享自己的故事，尝过的食物，逛街得到的战利品。。

关注了几个我蛮喜欢的部落格。。

或许对一些人而言，部落格一点隐私没有。。

不过，是它解开我心中的好奇心。。

是它让我大开眼界。。

是它让我得到很多的咨询。。

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话说回来，在关注着的部落格。。

在阅读她写的每一个文字都可以感觉到幸福洋溢着她。。

家人的爱，男朋友的爱。。

就算我只是读者，我都感觉到她的幸福。。

可是她却因为一些事情觉得很沮丧。。

人生总是起起伏伏，一个人很幸福不代表她的内心是愉悦开心的。。

因为一个人快不快乐是自找的，不是别人给。。

人总爱自寻烦恼，每件事情拿放大镜来看。。

既然另一半给了你满满的爱和幸福，可是因为自己的不开心忽略了它，

这对心爱的他很不公平。。。

我始终在学习着，如何安然度过难关和不开心的时候。。

因为我们总是个很好的聆听者，给最棒的意见。。

可是当一样的问题发生在自己身上的时候却会不知所措。。。

真庆幸有你在身边，我的不开心就只只维持5分钟。。

纳闷着，为什么你会有这种魔力。。

^_^

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另一个的部落格却是伤感的。 。

因为从一开始看着她们甜甜的照片。。很羡慕哦~

可是却在毕业后结束了。。

我心想着为什么？

她很美耶~

她身材很好，很瘦，皮肤白皙~

可是她爱无理取闹。。总被他迁就着。。

或许很多事情不应该只看表面。。

幸福不只是由几张甜甜的照片而是彼此之间的相处。。

那我偶尔闹脾气，无理取闹不就代表。。。@.@

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再来是已婚有孩子的幸福部落格。。

觉得有小孩子的家庭真的很幸福。。

身边很多人都结婚了，即将结婚的也有。。

小学同学，中学学姐。。

有的奉子成婚。。有的男方超越适婚年龄。。

其实在这些因素的背后，是否有想过未来的路怎么走呢？

不过，事与愿违是人生必经的。。

有些人有了一切条件迎接新生命却得不到。。

那些毫无准备不想要小孩的却多得是，甚至那些弃婴。。

向往着未来的我。。

毕业，上班，结婚，怀孕，打拼，退休。。。

事与愿违。。或许其中一个阶段有了变化，

接下来人生的故事就会大大改变。。。

活在当下确实很重要。。

因为下一秒发生什么事情真的

现在的我只想专注在学业，爱情, 亲情，友情和享受人生。。^_^

*爱情*

爱情。。。

因为一次的失败，让我对之后的感情不敢抱太大的希望。。

可是，你的出现却让我大胆地向往着我们的未来。。

或许这是在陷进爱情里面的“幻觉”。。

那天我说我每次看到一个女生的部落格讲述她和男朋友的爱情故事都觉得很浪漫，

很窝心。。。

你却问：你呢？

当时的我顿时愣了一下。。。

不敢想太多好的结果，因为害怕会像诅咒一样。。

好的东西讲了出来就变得不好。。或许我还深深地陷在不开心的经历中。。。

虽然爱情不可以做比较。。

可是我觉得新的恋情或许就是前一段恋情的“升级版”。。

新恋情得到的或许就是前一段得不到的。。

我深深地感受到被你疼爱的感觉。。

和你在一起，让我感到很放心。。。

因为我知道你不会随便抛下我不管。。

你总是比我细心，比我体贴。。。

迁就常常无理取闹的我。。

每次有小口角之后，你都先说对不起。。

然后再说出两个人的想法，解决问题。。。。

我们说好不高兴时候，不可以在不告知的情况挂电话，不接电话。。

而我却都做齐了，你从来没有说过一句。。。

你都知道我要的是什么。。

而我好像没扮演好女朋友的角色。。。

每次见面都是旅行的形式。。

发现你也是一个旅行的好伴侣。。

每天都和你说想去这里旅行，那边旅行。。。

以为你习惯我的罗罗嗦嗦，不会记得我想去的地方，

可是那天你却突然提起，我是多么地感动。。。

谢谢你愿意陪我到其他地方留下脚印。。

期待着我们第一次台湾之旅。。

往后的日子是个未知数，也是挑战的日子。。。

身边朋友的恋情让我领悟到。。

或许陪我们走到最后的那个人不是最爱你，

可是他却是上天给自己最好的礼物。。

but I believe you are the one I meant to be with ...=)

我爱你～MUACK~