To YOU,
I used to think we can be friend but I still need time.
Be friend but not now...
I just hope to have a peaceful life.
Instead of clinging with the old memories why dont you move forward?
I really have no idea at all why you went to my house?!!
May be to you this is concern but this made me feel uncomfortable.
I hope you can understand.
Dont mess up everything if you still treat me as friend as I tried to be friend with you.
Remember, if one day I really decided to be friend with you,
I do hope you dont think too much that we still have chance to be together.
May be this is cruel but this is good for both of us..
From ME
why i went to ur house? cause i still feel bad about what i did at ur
ReplyDeletehouse 2 years back...i just want to mend the mess up.... i don't have
any intentions....
i suffered from another broke up with my gf already because she
double time me....i had a total of 4 broken relationships including
with you...i cannot take anymore blow...
i totally lost faith in love....
you don't know? u are the gal i love the most.. i am a taurus, when we
truely fall in love it will be hard for us to forget someone...i
thought i had forgetten u when i start dating her but in the end
when i broke up with her, i never cry but only i think of u.....and
our memories.... i hate myself for being like this. i never request u
for anything, i just wish to talk to u only but u keep avoiding
me....i know u still have feelings for me like what i have for
u...that's why when u avoid me, and never reply i never keep
bombarding u messages but just keep trying to talk to u nicely by
expressing my feelings....
i never can fall in love again. to me love is a misery. i already own
two cars, an apartment in kl, two careers and will be studying law
part time this year but my life is really empty .....why is it my
career path can't align with my love life? do u know, i treat my ex gf
as a replacement for u? in the past, you told me i never pamper u and
shower u gifts and u wanted a diamond necklace... i gave all those to
her but in end i got betrayed...maybe i never love her so i didn't cry
at all......
after i know u got bf, i started smoking at least half box to one box
aday....that is how i controlled my emotions, if not how can u see me
not doing funny funny things....like what i did in the past..to me
smoking is a habit to control my emotions already. i don'y know wat
else i can do.......
i hate my self alot....